I couldn’t go away. 

Wayniacs….It’s Samantha here.  I was stupid and went and listened to Wayne later that night, cause I wanted to hear his voice for the last time. I was so stupid to listen to “How To Love”…The lyrics made me survive. My wrists are ugly though and I’m still sick from all the pills but what you guys wrote me made the pain go away. I never realized how much this blog and actually I meant to you all. And y’all are right - I’m worth more than the people who brought me down. Thank you so much for the lovely things you sent me and I’m so sorry for worrying you guys. Who saved my life? Lil Wayne…this was the third and last time he does so. Cause I am not going anywhere. About the gifs - I’ll start posting once I recover. Thank you all again for everything, you are my daily life Wayniacs. And I love you all.